Nak jadi kayaaa... nak jadi kayaaa...

Dulu kecoh cerita pasal kes penipuan gores dan menang. Yang kena tipu, dah tentunya orang-orang yang selalu berangan nak jadi kaya dengan cepat. Kadang-kadang aku heran gak, tidakkah mereka-mereka ini terfikir tentang bahayanye mempercayai golongan penipu halus yang bergerak secara aktif di kawasan kampung dan perumahan.

I think actually we should think twice before we made a decision. We should think wisely and also critically. This is where the critical thinking skills come in handy. I thought we already knew that there is no shortcuts to become rich. Unless you were born in a silver spoon, baru lah considered cepat kaya. Hehe. But then, still, people can easily being tricked with these kind of penipuan. Lepas tu ada plak, skim piramid, the Pak Man Telo moden, pelaburan melalui internet, e-itu la, e-ini lah. Just pay certain amount and tak payah buat apa. Within a week, duit akan naik berlipat ganda. Phewww... kalau macam tu punye senang, dah ramai dah klon Syed Mokhtar AlBukhary bercambah di Malaysia. Ramai jutawan baru yang tumbuh bagai cendawan di Malaysia. Aku pun boleh tukaq kereta ikut suka aku. Huhuhu. Tapi still takde jugak dalam list Forbes orang Malaysia baru yang jadi jutawan melalui cara tu.

Kesian oh kesian. That's why education plays an important role here. Tapi yang herannye ada jugak org yang educated still terlibat with this matter. What happen ek? Itu la orang kata kuasa wang. Manusia mudah terpedaya dengan wang. Masing2 nak kaya so that they can buy things that they want to buy. Nafsu nafsi la tu. Apabila nafsu sudah mempengaruhi minda, nothing can stop them to invest their money in many improper ways, dah la tu, siap berharap akan jadi JUTAWAN... hehehe...

So, to all my friends, kalau ada sapa2 suruh invest money tu, siasat la dulu. Yang suruh kita gores sambil digoreng dan kununnye boleh menang tu, kita minta kad kuasa mereka, whether depa ni legal ke illegal. Ambil masa dan jangan terpengaruh dengan manusia2 ni. Sesungguhnya tak susah pun kalau kita take time untuk periksa kesahihan mereka rather then we just give them away the money kan... Fikir-fikirkan...

Pergi Tak Kembali

Gambo Mak dan Babah semasa makan Laksam di Kuala Kedah.

Today, I met with an old friend. We chatted using the YM. I was quite happy to see her again. But, she gave me a bad news. Her mother passed away. She said that the incident really broke her heart because she didn't know that her mother would leave her so soon. Sebab the father yang sakit and the mum yang took care of her sick dad. When people came to pay for the last respect, they thought that her father yang passed away. Kadangkala, yang sakit teruk itu tak semestinya pergi dulu kerana ajalnya belum tiba. Manakala yang sihat pula tak semestinya akan hidup lama. Kita ini pun tak tahu bila kita akan dijemput menghadap Yang Maha Esa. Sebab itu kita mesti berbuat baik dan beribadah seolah-olah esok kita akan mati.

Bila mendengar berita dari Juliana, terus aje aku teringat kat mak aku. Sebabnye ...(cakap Melayu la plak... senang nak mengadun ayat...) Babah aku memang sakit. Sakit buah pinggang. Every two days kena pi cuci buah pinggang dia atau bahasa saintifiknya... haemodialysis (hopefully ejaan btoi) Kalau tengok ubat Babah aku tu, aku pun tak sanggup tengok. Penuh satu tupperware. My mom is like a gifted nurse la. She knows how to arrange my dad's medicine. Waktu bila makan ubat tu, ubat ni. Siap ada bekas ubat ikut hari lagi. Tak silap aku, kak Uda yang present kat Babah bekas ubat tu. Makcik Kiah aku plak kata, kalau dia di tempat mak aku, sure dia tak sanggup. Sebabnye, orang sakit buah pinggang ni macam2 kerenahnya. Umur plak dah veteran, manja pun manja Babah aku tu. Tapi Mak tetap melayan Babah mengalahkan layanan hospital swasta yang termahal abad nih. Bila Babah panggil "Maarr" (nama manja Mak), terus mak aku berlari masuk bilik. "Awak nak apa, Yang?" tanya Mak. "Garu sket belakang kita ni hah, gatal pulak laa..." balas Babah. "Ye la." Mak menjawab lembut. Lepas dah puas menggaru, mak aku pi la dapur balik sambung keje. Tak sampai seplo minit kena on call balik. "Marrr....." Itulah antara dialog antara Mak dan Babah aku.

Kadang-kadang aku tahu Mak aku letih melayan Babah aku. Bukan Babah aku aje yang Mak layan, tetapi juga saudara-mara yang datang atas tiket tetamu pun Mak layan. Sampai tak menang tangan kata orang. Tapi Mak tetap sabar. Kata Mak, seronok bila ramai-ramai berkumpul. Tamu datang kena la layan. Tapi aku heran juga, tamu datang tengok orang sakit tiap-tiap hari ke? Sebabnya aku tengok tamu yang datang pandai pilih masa.. Masa sarapan pagi, masa makan tengahari, masa minum petang, makan malam dan juga kadang-kadang supper pun ada tamu. Oh..oh... sensitif isu nih. Kalau Mak tahu, mesti Mak marah. Hehehe. Mak kata, diaorang ni juga yang banyak tolong Mak. Jadi Mak kena la balas balik. Aikkkk... aku ingatkan kalau bantuan yang mengharap balasan, tak ikhlas namanye. Huhuhu. Tak kesian ke tengok Mak aku dari Subuh sampai ke Isyak buat kerja tak berhenti-henti. Nak layan Babah dengan layanan first class lagi, nak layan tetamu yang hadir di waktu-waktu tertentu, nak layan pokok-pokok di luar rumah serta ikan-ikan kesayangan Mak. Sampaikan ada ikan Mak yang buat kuak lentang. Hehehe. Sebab Mak tak sempat. Aku cakap kat Mak, jangan buat kerja banyak sangat. Tapi Mak aku memang dah terbiasa dengan sifat pengemasnya. Pantang ada kotor sikit, pasti disapu, pasti di mop kan. Habuk tak sempat nak bersandiwara, dah kena zassss...Mak oh Mak. Betapa besarnya pengorbanan seorang Mak. Aku ni duduk jauh hanya mampu untuk mendoakan kesejahteraan Mak.

Hari tu Mak demam seminggu, aku tanya sapa masak untuk Mak? Mak kata, takde sapa masak. Mak pun tak lalu makan. Aku tanya lagi, takde orang datang ke Mak? Mak kata, diaorang tahu Mak tak sihat, diaorang tak datang ler... Aikkk.. bukan ke tamu suka datang dan nak tengok orang sakit. Isk..isk..isk. Itu lah Mak, time Mak sihat, ramai orang ye Mak. Time Mak sakit, ada ke orang tolong masak kat Mak. Kesian Mak aku. Bila aku dengar tentang kematian ibu Juliana, aku terus aje teringat kat Mak aku. So, buat semua yang ada Mak tu, kalau ada time tu, balik la tengok Mak. Jangan bila Mak dah takde, baru kita nyesal tak sudah. Tunggu la Mak, cuti skola, orang balik. Mak dok dendiam aje. Cuma bila time nak Masak Asam Pedas je, orang nak Mak masak. Hehehe. I really love U, Mom. Korang perasan tak baper kali kita cakap I LOVE U kat Mak kita. Jarang kan. Nak sebut pun janggal. Oleh itu, lepas ni kita kena cakap selalu kat Mak kita yang kita sayang banyak-banyak kat dia. Kepada Along, Angah, Alang, Uda, Ateh, Kechat and Adik, sayangilah Mak dan Babah kita sementara mereka kita masih ada. Sesungguhnya bila mereka sudah pergi, pasti mereka takkan kembali.

Sem baru.. sem baru

Sem baru sudah mula... I supposed to register on the 18th August. Tapi oleh sebab gaji x masuk lagi, so I decided to register on the 23rd August. Bila p saja, one of the module was out of stock. So, I have to take it on the 1st tutorial. Tak dapek la nak nolong. This sem, subject dasat glozzz. Everything is HARDCORE subject. I hope that I can survive this time around. Last sem, I delivered my third baby two weeks before the final exam. Memang stressed out. I had to wear the thick socks, sweater etc, maklumler.. baru bersalin. The paper is for 3 hours. But I just sat there for one and a half hour. Balik sakit pinggang. Duduk lama punye pasal. Hasilnya... I got A-,A- and B. Tensen out meter. My points were down too. That's the saddest part. Huhu. I have to get more than 2.65 so that I just had to pay the government only 25% from the loan that they had given to me. Hehe... The moral of the story...lain kali if you got the chance to further your study. Go and study. If you further your study after u got married and have kids... u can see what had happen to me! But, alhamdullillah I still can survive. Huhu.

Like I said earlier.. I am a wife, a mother, a teacher and also a part time student. Right now the government wanted all the primary school teacher to have at least a degree. Last time they wanted the diploma. I already had one. Now, when they asked for a degree, I had no choice but to continue study. It is exhausting tapi sometimes rasa mcm best plak kan.

After 7 years leaving the "study world", it's like getting a new kickstart. Learn how to make short notes, menggilakan diri tika menyiapkan assignments...hehe.. It is challenging and tiring sometimes, but I really have a good time. Teringat masa skola dulu..eee... nyesalnye tak study pulun. Kalau tak, mesti dah jadi doktor ke, lawyer ke, macam my nephew.. ehhe.. actually, study is not that difficult. We just need a good time management to be excel in life.

Sometimes, I feel happy to further my study at this age. Because I already got the experience which I can share with my tutors and classmates. And I can relate some topics with my life experience especially when doing the assignment whereby the technique of menggoreng is really useful here. Hehehe...

I also meet new friends, new scenario and new of everything larr... payah mau crita la bab2 subjektif nih. I think I should take other type of class as well, such as kelas menjahit. Why menjahit? Because nowadays, upah jahit baju is really-really expensive. Sometimes, it costs more than the price of the clothes. Huhu.. I have to learn how to sew cloth one day. Ruginye tak belajar masa anak dara. Kalau tak leh jadi macam my sisters in Singapore. They are housewives, but they earn more money than I do. Because they are amature tailors and they also sell frozen food that they made on their own. Dasat la my sisters. I tabik springggg.... toing toing toing....(macam iklan Merdeka Petronass daaaa...)

To all teachers out there, plez go and further studies. By the end of 2010, at least half of the primary school teacher should have a degree. Kalau kita tak sambung, where will we be? Use all the opportunity given by the government to further your study. Don't wait until kucing bertanduk aaa... when that time come, umur meningkat, kita tak layak dah. Even in the JPN and PPD, they want the person to be at least DG41 (if I'm not mistaken) to work there. So, teachers, hurry up. Sign up now! (Macam iklan kat internet daaaa..) Make hays while the sun still shine. If I can do it, I believe, you can do it!

Impossible is nothing! (Macam iklan lagi daaaa.....)

Orang kampung datang..hehe

Today, after skul, I was busy paying this and that at the banks. Hehe. The gaji out already, so, I have to pay everything lar. I fetched the kids quite late today and they looked a little bit tense due to my late arrival. Pity them. My mom called me. Just to say HI to me and the kids. She really missed her grandchildren. Luckily last school holiday, she came here with my brother's family. Here are some of the pictures during their visit.

Sore Eyes!

OOOOooooOOoOOoo my baby got sore eyes. Kesiannye. He's just 5 months old. He got it from the eldest brother. Early this morning, he got mad because he couldnt open his left eye. Pity him. Luckily the ubat mata is still inside the house. I had put some of it and hopefully he would be OK. Later this afternoon, I took him from the nursery, his left eye is recovering. Phewww... What a relief!

Skul kena rush!

Salamz all,

Today my skul kena rush ngan JPN. Unfortunately, all the admins were not in skul. So, cikgu2 biasa aje yg tinggal. The JPN was looking for the headcounts. Everything needed to be documentated. Cikgu, u tak de bukti kalau takde dokumentasi. Mana bukti u buat kerja? Mana post mortem? Yenna, yenna, hihi. Sabor je la. Next time u mai len la encik JPN. Maap ler because my skul's documentation x baper lengkap. Kerja wat kita..kerja wat kita. Byknye keje cikgu. That day my dad told me that last time being a teacher was so easy. U come to school and teach the children. That's all. Nowadays, banyaknye kerja cikgu. Kena ngajor kelas pagi petang siang and malam too. Then, buat fail itu and ini. Everything nak kena ISO. Jangan kita KO sudah la. Kuikuikui.

Time to work!

Allu all teachers throughout Malaysia. It's back to skul time! After a not so long holiday, it's the time for us to get back to work! Kecuali geng2 yang ngajor kelas2 exam ler. Tak serupa cuti. Hari-hari p skul. What to do? It's our job and responsibility maa.. Happy teaching guys!

Alfatihah

Alfatihah to one of my nephew. He was wearing the white baju melayu with the brown ketayap. He passed away on the 6th day of Hari Raya Puasa last year due to his illness. He got this some kind of brain cancer that took his life. It was so tragic and sad for us but thank God that all of us had one last chance to meet him during the Hari Raya, he too looked so happy and waved to all of us on the second day of Hari Raya before he went back to Singapore. That very day, all of us felt that he's gonna leave us. Alfatihah to our dear Muhd Zikry. We really miss u. This is the first anniversary of his departure. Syawal datang lagi. Kenangan lalu menggamit kembali.

Skul Holidaze

Skul holidays just ended. Wat pe ek cuti baru nih? I didn't go anywhere since my parents and siblings were coming here for holiday. So, I was their tourist guide! We went to Padang Besaq (dah semestinya...), Langkawi and round2 area Aloq Staq aje. Quite fun and exciting when your family from far-far away come once a while. Nak jumpa susah because of the time constraint and also distance. We just had chance to meet during Hari Raya every year. Other than that, kena arrange the schedule first. Supaya boleh jumpa on the same period of time. That's the problem when you came from a big family and live berselerakan. Huhu. This is the picture of my family... It was taken during last Raya. Only my forth sister was not the picture because that Raya was her giliran to Raya with her husband's family. Nombor tak naik ler... hehe...

My Incredible Heroes

Here they are, my super heroes. I was wondering when will I gonna have a girl plak. Asyik2 baju belang2, kotak2, seluar panjang, pendek, rompers, kemeja and bermuda aje. Bila plak nak dapat pinky dresses ek? Anyway, I still bersyukur. I love you kids, eventhough sometimes u guys make mama's blood go upstairs-lah. Hehe. The first one is Adam Darwisy (5 yrs), second is Naufal Sameer (3 yrs) and Salman Uqail (5 months). Mudah-mudahan depa akan jadi anak yang soleh, insyaAllah.

My Spouse

This is my hubby. He's from the north, I'm from the south. We met on the net. At that time he was in Egypt, while I'm here in Malaysia. It's the God's destiny that brought us together, alhamdullilah. Hehe. I would like express my appreciation to him for all his love and support. Thank you, B!

Aloha

salamz to all,
hi, i'm syah. people used to call me by that name. i'm 29 and i'm also a wife, a mother of three heroes, a teacher of primary schoolchildren and also a part time student. i'm a happy-go-lucky person, easy going, love to be on the net and i like to help people eventhough sometimes i felt like people are using me. hehe.. nasibla kan. but i'm ok aje. no hard feelings lah. this is my first time creating my own blog, before this dok baca hat orang, so since i had my own internet connection, senang la nak create on my own kan. :). so, salamz to all.